Jesus,

I need an awakening that would awaken my soul instead of dulling it. Jesus, open my poor eyes that I love to shut. Crank open my sullen heart and burn away the dross that I love to hold on to. Clear my ears to my mind to blow away the dark clouds that cloud my heart and thoughts. Cut away the lies that encompass my heart that tells me that I have everything to lose if I don't hold onto my selfishness. Jesus, show me the reality of Your World. Jesus, give me the heart to believe the depths of what You say is Truly True.

Love,
Ellen