1) God, You know what I need
2) There is joy to not living (dying to self) and allowing You to take 100% of the wheel of my life. I'm too much of a chicken to face the world
3) Failure come and go, but it is in Your joy and wisdom to carry me through suffering to know Your love is unchanged.. down to the broken crevices of my heart
4) Success belongs to You and THAT in itself is BEAUTY because I'm so broken.
this exemplifies ex sola gratia
truly, this world is run by grace alone