First Day of Work, Last day of my 27th year =)

Praise Abba.

“It is not in man who walks to direct his steps” (Jeremiah 10:23).

'Just Want Love'

I just want treasure in Heaven
This one thing that cannot be taken
I just want the gold of knowing You

'Cause nothing else can stand the heat of Your gaze
When I see You Lord face to face
I just want the gold of knowing You

I just want love
I just want You God
I just want love
Knowing You

I just want treasure in heaven
This one thing that cannot be taken
I just want the gold of knowing You

'Cause nothing else can stand the heat of Your gaze
When I see You Lord face to face
I just want the gold of knowing You

I just want love
I just want You God
I just want love
Knowing You

Your love is better
It's really better
Than the best the world has to offer
Your love is better
It's really better Lord

I just want love
I just want You God
I just want love
Knowing You

I could speak in tongues of men and angels; I could prophesy
I could have a faith that moves the mountains
I could give all I possess to the poor, even my body to be burned,

But have I not love, I'm nothing, I gain nothing
Burn all else away that won't remain
Burn all of this wood and hay and stubble inside

I just want love, I just want You
'Cause at the end of my life, the question will be
"Did I learn to love?" "Did I learn to lean?"
Not how big was my ministry, not how many people did I please.
But did I learn to love. Did I learn to love?

Open doors, Lord

WSLS 10 NBC in Roanoke/Lynchburg Va

Some things that are on my mind

1) God, You know what I need
2) There is joy to not living (dying to self) and allowing You to take 100% of the wheel of my life. I'm too much of a chicken to face the world
3) Failure come and go, but it is in Your joy and wisdom to carry me through suffering to know Your love is unchanged.. down to the broken crevices of my heart
4) Success belongs to You and THAT in itself is BEAUTY because I'm so broken.

this exemplifies ex sola gratia

truly, this world is run by grace alone